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"'You are my witnesses,' declares the Lord,
and my servant whom I have chosen,
so that you may know and believe Me
and understand that I am He.
Before Me no god was formed
nor will there be one after Me.
I, even I, am the Lord,
and apart from me there is no SAVIOR.
I have REVEALED and SAVED and PROCLAIMED ---
'You are My WITNESSES,' declares the Lord,
that I AM GOD."
I am a simple messenger called to write a profound message from the Living God.
Although I firmly believe that God is a powerful God, I never stopped doubting myself and my competence to accept this "calling" and share God's revelations to the world.
That is the truth.
So it took me 38 years to confirm that this message is really from God.
Somehow in the deepest core of my fallen nature, I am waiting for God to give up on me and assign somebody else to do it rather than me.
I am NOT competent. I am NOT capable. And I am NOT worthy to receive such a "spiritual calling".
Who am I anyway to do such a sacred, spiritual role?
There are countless religious people out there who took the time to really prepare for a role like this and are far more doctrinally competent to receive such a spiritual calling.
Perhaps the clergy such as the priests, the ministers, the rabbis, the reverends, the pastors and all those other spiritual teachers who were trained in the seminaries and other high spiritual places of studying theology...but definitely, not me.
That's what I told myself over and over again.
But God did not change His mind about me all these years...no matter how much and how long I tried to convince Him.
The more I tried to resist God's calling in my life, the more did He reveal Himself why I should do it for Him.
This is the 39th year. And finally---I had given up my stubbornness to OBEY God and accepted His calling in my life.
God is far more consistent not to give up on me anyway so I'd rather obey His rules, or break myself against them.
I had to make a final choice and start living my God-given purpose.
And I had chosen to follow the Will of God in my life.
Today, January 9, 2010, I have decided to accept my calling as a witness and to write God's revelations online as I receive them.
I don't know if there are other followers of God out there who are experiencing the same patterns that I have noticed every time I would receive God's message.
Usually these revelations will be given to me around 3:00 AM to 5:00 AM before sunrise.
From my sleep, no matter how tired or how late I had slept the night before, a Spirit would always wake me up to write God's message.
This is so overwhelming for me because I never had my own computer before and never learned to use the internet, not until only very recently when I finally got my own computer to use and started to write online.
It even took me almost 60 days to familiarize myself with how to use the computer, the internet (like emailing) and how to learn to blog on my own.
Unbelievably shameful but true.
And I am so grateful for this opportunity to learn about this new technology to bring God's message to the world.
I am, indeed, a witness that God is making the world smaller and the communications faster so He can unite all people back to Himself to fulfill the prophecy in His Book.
I am very overwhelmed with the kind of freedom the internet is giving to so many people worldwide.
This 2010 is really the birth of great things in my life starting with this blog.
This blog is dedicated to honor God by documenting His revelations to me as His witness.
May His Name be honored and praised as I share this spiritual journey with all of you !!!
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